10/8

Why people can change so fast within a while. ZXXX , i really dont know what you want....! Tired of it, can you just say what you want. Cry.... tired of being a fool. T.T 2 more weeks will be finale and busy assignment like hell. No much time left for study.Haiz.... dont know can be able to tahan or not. God, just give me strength to pass through the following weeks... >.<

So fan and down mood!!

T.T Thinking too much again! I feel fan due to my assignments + midterm that seem cannot finish. Then just now after I listen 疯-汤小康 song, omg...dont know why my tear keep 流不停。 The lyrics of this song so suit my feeling now. Really need a hug !! After keep on meet with same kind of guy(love my body more than me...just want sex), I feel tired on it. May be i not lucky compare with others. Now, I really feel no confident at all already in this p circle after having the same relationship with those guys. So now, I long time no date with any p. Even gt date, me might reject. Haiz, so scare to get hurt again and in relationship. Now, dont know why I am already fear of dating with guys.安全感　It really painful... oh god....how long will I continue suffer .... >,<

"想知道你是否还是一样歌
有没有学会比较坚强词
你快乐的背后有失望转
你何曾在意当时我也是这样被你伤
想明白为何对我那么冷淡音
有回来故事会不会是这样魁
明知道你不会再回头看网
我还是一直以为
一直以为有希望
像疯了一样
越想你就越心伤
我多么爱你
却难逃你的魔掌
像疯了一样
你缺少了安全感
你让我多么难堪
却还是一样把我伤　
想明白为何对我那么冷淡　
有回来故事会不会是这样　
明知道你不会再回头看　
我还是一直以为　
一直以为有希望　
像疯了一样　
越想你就越心伤　
我多么爱你　
却难逃你的魔掌　
像疯了一样　
你缺少了安全感　
你让我多么难堪　
却还是一样把我伤　
像疯了一样　
越想你就越心伤　
我多么爱你　
却难逃你的魔掌　
像疯了一样　
你缺少了安全感　
你让我多么难堪　
却还是一样把我伤"

American Idol 8 winner ~ Kris Allen

YEAH~~~ Kris Allen become this season winner!!! ^^ Luckily that weird rocker, Adam Lambert lose!!! This is the 1st time my favorite American idol contestant become winner!Hurray~~but i still like the two version of their single ,No Boundaries.Kris Allen so leng zai ....leng zai....!! OMG, me cant stand his smile and eye. His smile so charming... :p and his voice so nice. I hope he can release new album soon!! ^^

好累...

我才Diploma 毕业了不久，Advanced Diploma就开课！Haiz,好舍不得那些没继续升学的ex-classmates...
我的 timetable 好烂，monday n friday 都上课到7点！最早放学的时间也只是5点...每天上课都上到好累!! ><
再加上，最近被"TXXXX"弄到我好Down...我心里又怕他像RXXX一样伤害我！！= =

6/4

Today morning happen a very embarrass thing! When i wake up, i listen my roomate beside me moan. So, i open my eye and look at my roomate side. OMG, my roomate is FUCKING his bf.
= = , so i close my eye immediately and turn my body to another side. Then,they go into the bath room... Luckily, today my class is in morning..so i go for class after this incident.Haiz..dnt know why they r so desperate,they should do when i am not around...

At nite , i receive a news "阿桑" pass away. OMG..i cant believe it!! Her voice so nice n even her song.Haiz,quite sad when i know this news. :(

23/3

Long time do not update my blog. Just complete my tamadun islam assignment so update my blog.Recently i quite down... -.- ,just reject by a guy call JXXX. I feel so stupid for waiting him even he attach. He just break up few weeks ago,then i thought i will have chance. BUT ... he told me we just can be friend... and until now no contact with me anymore. May be i m not cute and handsome enough! So..dnt cry for this guy anymore,k? i always tell myself and make my life busy,dnt want think of him. BUT sometimes still cannot control my tears... So,recently i like listen this fish song,别再为他流泪.. >< I always thinking why my friends around me mostly having lover..BUT not me! May be my character scare people away?I look ugly? I am not talkative enough? My mind keep thinking these questions..I want the answer ...!! Haiz...it make me want give up of finding my fate.

9/2

Sem Break了,干嘛酱傻还呆在KL等一个不可能的约会...这几天都是一整天待在家,加上我的Housemates 个个早出晚归. So,我都是一个人整天待在家,再加上没人约我出街!这几天沉闷的生活要把我变忧郁了! 可能是太空闲了,想了很多Negative的东西,像傻瓜般落泪!.我想还是快点回去我的Hometwn,不然我不懂会做出什么傻事如果接下来几天还是这样. >.<

6/2

Me,Ivan & Julian At Sunway Lagoon

今天和我的朋友Ivan, Julian去Sunway Lagoon玩Water Park 和Dry Park. 上一次来时还是跟随中学毕业旅行(2006 Dec)..这次来已经是2009咯! Sunway Lagoon 已经改变不少了...还好刚玩完Dry Park 的游戏才下起雨... 过后在下雨时玩Water Park... 记得2006 来玩Dry Park的一些刺激游戏时,还会感到刺激及惧高症. 想不到,今天我一点刺激及惧高症感觉都没有了! 唉,人的转变有时会很大...

回到家时就追看Desperate Housewives 5, OMG...我的眼泪就像汗水酱流...他的story line 太多感触了...唉,最近喜欢上一个不该喜欢的人,JXXX! 好Down... >.<

静茹＆情歌-别再为他流泪

	1. 别再为他流泪 2. 如果没有 3. 用力抱着 4. PK - 梁静茹/曹格 5. 情歌 6. 天灯 7. 不敢当 8. 爱情之所以为爱情 9. 属于 10. 找个人 11. 风笛手 12. 儿歌 13. 属于 14. PK - 梁静茹/曹格 15. 还是好朋友 - 梁静茹/古巨基 16. 不是我不明白 - 梁静茹/卢仲广 17. Way Back Into Love - 梁静茹/品冠

Fish 这张新专辑超好听! >< 满喜欢她的新歌...FIsh ..+u ..+u..

失眠的夜晚...

又不经意看到你在facebook upload 新照片! Haiz...又刚巧听到你喜欢听的歌! 又像傻子般大哭....为什么你都跟我的Ex一样! 都是Hurt了我一次不够又Hurt多一次....我还傻到要去挽回你! 再加上,最近又烦要不要继续读我现在读的系!最近又遇到了Final,OMG..真的没心情读书..cry...

生日哦..^^ 3/1

TBR 3 Grass(Kelwin,Ah Lye,Jaccent) 邀我去Oblique clubbing. 他们说要搞Birthday Gathering...Haha..谢谢Jake的礼物....我很喜欢. 谢谢你们的Birthday wish...谢谢Ben 陪我...好多人要谢哦!^^ 很Enjoy Music...蛋糕.. 又看到很多帅哥..

2/1

下午,就收到我朋友的晚上Steambot邀约. ^^ After steambot,我和roomates and 朋友玩游戏until 6.30am!Wah..我们玩得很High..要谢谢我的Roomate,Veron. 帮我们想了酱多游戏玩..炒热气氛! 今年我过了不一样的Birthday Eve...谢谢我的朋友陪我度过...^^ 今晚我非常Enjoy...

1/1

晚上..我的classmates 约我到Wangsa Maju Jusco. 他们是说约我去shopping..可是很明显咯酱多人一起shopping..我已经猜到是帮我提早庆祝20大寿! 去了Nando吃晚餐..过后window shop..Then..被他们拖去Jusco 门口. 竟然在那边唱生日歌和切蛋糕...有点意想不到! >< ...虽然有点小失望(flavour cake & location),可是还是很感谢他们帮我庆祝!毕竟最近他们都忙着assignment 和final exam...